what can I say.. we now know why I've been losing weight, having night sweats and fatigue with no appetite..I go for the needle biopsy next week.. I'm numb.. what else can I say.. I also feel more alone than I have ever felt. Ordinary disability doesn't bother me, I can be alone.. however, knowing my time ain't long to quote an old blues song.. well, if I wasn't already nauseous I would be more so.. Love to all..
Oh and how do I know before the docs.. two reason .I've got a 100 percent track record of beating the docs at my own diagnosis. and my immunologist doesn't get concerned..He is now. Usually he dimisses concerns but i think the hugely swollen lympj node in my neck scared him.. C'es la vie Cest la morte